Sunday, January 18, 2015

Never lose sleep over someone in bed with someone else.

There is going to come a time when you are walking in that giant city we use to share,
and it's going to be one of that coldest days of the year.
You are going to breath in the cold air that shrinks your lungs
and suddenly you will realize that the city is shrinking too.
My booming laugh isn't there to fill up the empty spaces in your head.
Pasting images of us sneaking up on you during the sleepy 3am train rides.
When you are almost asleep and that song comes on that we use to be tangled up to.
memories like movie clips flashing in your head.
My hand won't be there reaching for yours.
Finally when your reach your bed and your are laying alone,
staring at the ceiling, cold form the winter chill,
no matter how tired you are, sleep wont come for you.
My body won't be there to keep your warm and safe.
You'll be to wondering where i'm at or how i'm sleeping.
wondering what i had for dinner or if i work tomorrow.
and you'll be the furthest thing from my mind

But if i said that then I'd be lying...

Saturday, January 10, 2015

You make me believe

These words can never do justice to the way you make me feel.
The moments that are silent between us, pull at every thread that holds the universe together.
The way you look at me can stop time.
I become entranced.

Your messy hair,
That half smile you use to pull me in,
Those grey eyes gazing at me,
as if I am the one thing you have always wanted to devour, and I'd let you.
The power from that is the gravity that hold me to the earth.

I have never felt more craved or wanted in my life,
and selfishly that is one of the things I love the most about you.
You make me believe I am beautiful.
You make me believe that we have a future.
You make me believe that we are forever.