Well it looks like this is going to be a long haul. I feel complete again and I wrote this for him:
"Its 4am and I love you. In 2 years I will love you. I loved you 5 months ago before i even knew your name. In 2 years, 5 months, and 6 weeks, I will love you. When I am 70 years old and sitting on my porch in a big white house on a lake, I will love you. I just hope you are there for all the time I will love you."
