Bubble bath

I have not taken a bubble bath in 269 days.
I have taken a shower.
I have gone swimming.
But I have not taken a bubble bath.
Why?
Because one of the last memories I have with you is taking a bubble bath together with candles lit in that shitty apartment we inhabited. It was a time when i still thought we had a fighting chance. I feel like if i take a bath, that memory will dissolve like the bubbles in the bath water.
But tonight i will take one, because i have let almost all of you go, and this is just another piece i am letting go.